Self Confidence

Realised I have turned into a negative person, haven't had any constructive self-talk to myself for years...

I miss the old me full of confidence, happy and motivated to do everything, try every new thing, why has Architecture made me into this? I used to scored A's with ease, I have excellent logical thinking, I have my own self discipline, but in this practise, I lost it, all.

Remembered I once talked to Sze Hua before entering architecture, don't look too highly of me, I will try, however am prepared for everything. Yes, now that we can conclude on the conversation, I am such a failure in this...

I try to love my course, my life, my living, but I cannot stop it from pushing me down, I hate it.

I am feeling harder and harder to breathe, go blank everytime I looking at the cad drawings, have no confidence, have no courage to talk to people, I have been looked down, I hate it.

May it just be something period, over, forward the time fast to pass through remaining 1 year 2 months, my only wish now...

Suddenly I miss riding around during wee hours on carless roads of KL city.

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow, Next Week, Next Month, Next Year

Yesterday, that was Me.
Today, this is Me.
Tomorrow, that would be Me.
Next Week, that may be Me.
Next Month, that could be Me.
Next Year, that Me.

Yesterday has passed, Today is a brand new day, and I don't know who I'm going to be in the future.

What am I searching in life? What am I going to achieve in life? What do I want in life?

Perspective changing, experience changing, mind changing. Life's changing.

Cross Time

Every O2Jam jammer must have heard of this song, Cross Time, 穿越时空的爱恋.


Had a dream, where I was somewhere in China during Ming Dynasty. I met the princess, and we had adventures across the time, until 21st century...

Haha... Cross Time! Btw, Cross Time is one of my O2Jam favourites. :D

Best Gift in Town

It was festivals season, all year long...Chinese New Year, Mid Moon Festival, Christmas, Valentine Day and blah blah blah...Wondering what to buy for your loved ones?

Yay! don't be amazed, don't be dazzled, do not hesitate anymore!!! It's the best gift in town!

Christmas Card

Christmas is coming again, and it reminds me of a very special card our company received last year...

Front and back cover photos, simple design. And what made it so special? Because it's from Zaha Hadid.

Well...I thought Zaha Hadid's Christmas card should have been another piece of deconstruction art. :p

Someday

Someday we will understand, someday I will understand...

Everything gonna get better.

Before and After, Malaysian's way

I was browsing back my old pics, and found some photos which i took last Chirstmas, almost taking up a "seat of waste" in my going-to-explode hard disk.

First time having a street party celebration for a festival, though it must be sounding out of style, but seriously, my first time, haha...

It's really great seeing youngsters playing around, coz I was feeling juvenised, haha...Great crowd, great atmosphere...

Count down began

As the crowd gradually dissolved, I noticed on the streets, five foot ways, lot and lots of these...

Erm...I guess the party was a great one, everyone was having cool fun, and it ended in style - Typical Malaysian's Style.